I was watching 's youtube video and I thought of an interesting idea... DRAW LIKE YOUR FRIENDS CHALLENGE! EXAMPLE, does digital art, I do traditional. I would have to attempt to draw in HER style with HER preferred medium and vice versa. Of course, you'll have to get permission, otherwise people will be like "OMG YOU STOLE HER ART" or something like that ;D~~

Anyway! I would like to challenge and to do MY style ( can do my COPIES style w/ MARKERS; while can do my NP style w/ colored pencils)

Let me know if you accept my challenge or if others try!

I also thought of this because sometimes, you don't want to do your own style all the time. You'd like to be challenged and try something new and maybe it'll inspire you

If DOES accept my challenge... I'll have to fix my tablet (something's wrong with it) ;__; I'LL FIND A WAY! i DO want to draw digital... i've done it ONCE and i'm really NOT good at it ~

....because I got sick...AGAIN! Yes, AGAIN!!! -_-; So i'm sorry for those waiting for more art/tutorials on youtube.

If you don't know, I've got a weak immune system and as people say at work: "if you just LOOK at her from across the room; she'll get sick" <--it's so sadly true. I work in a high volume retail store (not wal-mart! lol); so we get a lot of people coming in and out in my area... it's really no surprise that i got sick so easily.

I'm sorry everybody for no updates or anything. i just hope i don't get that flu thing i got the last time. That was...HORRIFIC and lasted for OVER a month! -_-;

i'm thinking of either starting up a livestream account or a blogtv account...so people can ask me thingies on my bad tutorials XD

i'm still trying to decide on my next tutorial. It's supposed to be a coloring straight hair one; but do i do a black hair one? or a COLORED one? maybe i should do both?? O_o; hmm... i really don't know XD~~

A lot of you know this about me...that I really don't like to draw. But when I don't draw for awhile... I feel EMPTY. So, I try and do other things to fill up this void. Eventually, it'll lead to art again. That's how I'm feeling again. It's kind of a good thing and kind of a bad thing....

I just found out that the person that was going to ink [LIFE^2] has backed out of the project. ALSO, the person that was going to draw my backgrounds has ALSO backed out of it. I'm kind of frustrated but... what can I do? I'm not a good technical artist and my inking isn't so great either (or it isn't the way I want it to be for [LIFE^2].

I was going to start drawing [LIFE^2] this coming Monday but with all these people backing out... it makes me want to quit again.

People have told me that it's hard to rely on others because they will back out or things happen (personal problems) that'll make them quit. It just leaves me with a 10 year old story I've been desperately trying to work on with no one to help. NO NO, i'm not upset at these people. I admit, frustrated; but they have personal reasons why they had to stop.

Which leads back to myself...and what I will have to do. After I do draw my "almost daily comic"; I will work on [LIFE^2] by myself [inking and bgs and all]... Maybe I will get more satisfaction when it's done. It IS almost done (i think i have 6-8 more pages of the prologue to go). I will also do a weekly drawing <--WEEKLY because I still have to finish my "almost daily comic" (lol! i need to get caught up first!) on just backgrounds.... Maybe I will burn myself out but...*shrugs* I'm just trying to get my story out... *sigh*

I mean, I see all these people putting out their comics and such and it makes me jealous because I rely on people to help me. I didn't before, but it wasn't ever in the way I wanted my comics to be. I don't know...

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YOUTUBE CHANNELS
tutorials --> [link]
collab w/ --> [link]
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PROJECTS & PROGRESS
- [LIFE^2]'s (formerly known as COPIES) prologue -- Needs 8 more pages to be done
- almost daily comic (lol)
- youtube tutorials
- weekly bg drawings
- The Angel Song -- Need to get Chapt 1 back from Bryant and to INK it
- Nocturnal Poetry (slowly; but surely... i WILL do this ROAR)